i had aplenty thoughts swimming around in my head, begging to be put down in words. well, not anymore.

anyhow, its official that its the worst year of my life so far. you have probably heard it a hundred times from me or seen it being used so excessively in my entries, which further prove my point that this year is really bad for me. nothing is going my way. nothing. i wish i live in a novel or a tvshow. that way, i know that no matter how shitty my life has become, everything will still be all right at the ending.

and yesterday i had a weird assortment of dreams. i dreamt of a little girl with her father but i dont know why the girl suddenly punched the hell outta her dad. there was blood all over his face and parts of his hair were yanked out. but the girl wasnt satisfied and horror of all horrors, i saw her taking out a pair of scissors and cut away his _. the whole dream was so terrible that it woke me up, shitless. that girl in my dream must have hated her father alot for some reason. and then, there was another dream which i cant remember if its before or after the nightmare. this dream is sweeter. there was this boy probably my age, i couldnt see his face in the dream but i trusted him wholeheartedly. with a twist of fate, our friendship started to spiral downhill after i went to queue up for chicken rice (i think) in the school canteen. HAHAHA.

[I-NEED-A-TAG :D]