Birthday Countdown Part I - Identity Crisis | 2008-05-06 - 11:37 p.m.

My Birthday Resolution
-To be true to myself
-To give my best shot in everything
-To have more determination to finish whatever i start out to achieve (im tired of not sticking to my goals and only have myself to blame at the end of the day)
-To have savings
-To help people because i want to and not because i believe in karma
-To be actively involved in YoungPAP
-To explore places i have never been to before (local and overseas)
-To pamper myself (more shopping, spa, massage and dessert treats!)

in my perspective, your life literally stops at your 18th birthday. before that, you looked forward to each birthday because it would mean that you were one step closer to reaching The Age and finally having the rights to do (what seemed like) the unthinkable (at that adolescent age). afterall, you have waited for a good damn 18 years.

now im over 18, theres really nothing to look forward to (except for finish watching Akazukin Chacha, Futurama, Dexter and some random channel 8 and HK drama serials) and i can only foresee a bleak future, with no money, if not in heavy debts. i have my fears.

so basically, you are growing up before 18 and growing old after 18. life is a funny thing, isnt it?

please grant me strength.


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