light up, light up, as if you have a choice. | 2008-03-01 - 1:42 a.m.

there are things in your life that you will want to keep, things you will discard so readily, people whom you plan them into your future by default, people who are just not worth your time, bitter sweet memories which never fail to bring a smile to your face whenever you reminisce, memories that you have chosen to forget.






Dear You-Don't-Know-Who,

how do i start? i miss you, my friend. i miss the good ol' times we once had. i used to tell you everything anything under the sun but now, i hide things from you. i cant bear to tell you i wasnt the 14 year old girl you used to know. the girl whom you thought was cool(you better), the girl who knows how to have clean fun and not pick up vices like now. as you know more chicks and i know more jerks, we started to go our seperate ways. we hardly talk and when we do, the conversations last no longer than a pathetic five minutes. theres so much i want to tell you but i cant for the fear that you might judge me. you used to be there for me, you used to listen to my ranting/bitching, you used to sing to me, you used to be my friend, we used to talk on the phone for hours and i used to fall asleep to your voice. it saddens me to see things turn out the way they are and i cant be true to you anymore. i wish i was still the 14 year old girl you used to know and you are still my friend. i miss you : (

cactus

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry


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