today marks the anniversary of hiroshima, you know that atomic bombing. so i watched the documentary of it this afternoon and it left me rather disturbed and sick in the stomach. oh man i dont even wanna think abt it. i hate warfare. world peace [insert hand sign here] haha.

and i have funny thoughts at time. i dont call them suicidal, maybe just curious. like sometimes, when the train is approaching, i will have the sudden urge to jump onto the track and get hit. to hear the screams of horror from other commuters, to do the sorta flashback on life you see on tv before dying. and all you need is a jump, one split second of decision to end it all. heh, i dont know what i was thinking at times when i was entertaining those thoughts.

ohwells, life is fragile, dont you think?

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